worst things to come

hmmm... i'm not sure if people really knows who i am. kala siguro nila ang bait ko. i'm one of the most patient people you'll meet. stab in the back, bigyan pa kita ng kutsilyo. kick me in the head, gusto mo humiga pa ako. but people have limits, and so am I. And you don't want to me to go there. here are some of the worst things that i did. since elementary (i think i already wrote these... pero paki mo, blog ko 'to).

april from prep school - i pushed her from the ledge of 2 feet high flowerbox. she ut her lips. i was only 6 years old.

marlon marasigan - i took his hand, took a pencil, and tried sketching the eiffel tower. muntik ng dumugo kamay niya. and i was only 7 years old.

pam escobar - they kicked me out of the dance presentation, in which i choreographed half of the routine. i went to her place, took the cassette tape, and left. they were unable to present in class. i was 8 years old.

che botacion - it was the school foundation day and she assigned me with some stuff that i don't to work on... i left her and joined the motorcade leaving the tasks she assigned me. ayoko gawin yung mga bagay na inuutos na lang bigla. i was in senior high.

eric laguno - the exam sucks. we started late, we ended early. on our way back to the engineering building, i was cursing the prof. he was just a few feet behind me. my classmates told me to shut up because he might hear it. fuck it. i hope he heard it. i failed the subject. when i took the subject again (another prof), i passed and was even exempted to take the finals.

chie escobar - i just don't like her. during smoker's night, i had a 6inch diameter crumpled newspaper and threw it in her face. she stood up and said to stop throwing at her. i took a smaller newspaper ball and threw it in her face again.

shao falcis - i told her that we have to kick her out in the indakan group. we argued and then i told her that she has an attitude problem and that almost everyone does not like her. no one ever told her that. i think i was the first.

so... ewan ko lang. basta wag niyo akong gagalitin. there are ways to humiliate someone. sabi ko nga kay van, di palakasan ng boses ang laban. silence kills people too. you don't want to receive hundred of porn newsletters in your email accounts... you don't want me hacking your personal emails.

i get things done. you just have to be patient as well. don't over-criticize the steps that i took. i do listen to comments and suggestions, but don't tell me what i'm doing wrong.

this is not a hate-blog. pero sige, papatulan ko yang guidelines ninyo. ayaw ninyo ng OT, fine. gusto ninyo na mag WLE ang mga tao, fine with me. pumasok ng 7am, well 645 pa lang nasa desk na ako. i'm just tired when people don't see how much you work, how much value one provides.

pero wag ninyo uubusin pasensya ko. don't stab me in the back too hard. don't talk behind my back too much. kasi baka maiyak na lang kayo pag ako na nagsalita.