I embrace life. I am carefree but harmless. I am playful but serious. I am complacent but not indifferent. I am a bowl of contradictions, but that's the first thing that makes me interesting.

 

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We can learn a lot from crayons. Some are sharp, some are pretty and some are dull.
Some have weird names and all are different colors, but they all have to live in the same box.

 

04 July, 2005

can't sleep...

Can't sleep. It's 1:37 am. I have 14mins of battery left in my laptop. Not doing anything, really. Maybe it's just the anticipation for the week ahead, maybe it's just some no non-sense thoughts flying in my head, maybe it's just the damp air inside my room, maybe, just maybe, it's insomnia.
I'm not the only person awake at this time. A lot might still be doing some last minute preparations before going to work later. Some might still be out partying. Some might be having some sex tonight. An orgasm here and there.. And some fake ones too. Me, I'm just plain awake and cannot sleep.
Counting sheeps doesn't work for me. Doing some breathing exercise never did worked either. I'll be asleep when my body wants to rest. I won't drink pills to make me doze off to dreamland. Sandman must wait even if he's behind schedule.
13mins left in my laptop. As I lay in bed, no tops, just my trousers on, holding my laptop midway my stomach and lap, typing in pitch black darkness, I am trying to drain myself off with energy.
8 more minutes left in my laptop, I begin to feel the weight of numbness I my eyelids. I think I'm beginning to drift away from reality. 7mins, it's already 1:48am. A few more hours then I'll be at my desk. Somewhere in between now and 7am, I need tp get some rest… 4 minutes left… 3 minutes… 2… 1…. Shutdown...
 
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